On this Sunday's episode of Life of Kylie, 20-year-old Kylie Jenner revisited past insecurities by revealing it was a boy that made her first want to explore lip injections.
Kylie has been the subject of criticism and backlash for years about her plastic surgery, and previously addressed her reasoning in an interview with Complex last year, but this time she approached the topic candidly in front of the camera.
"I was 15 and I was insecure about my lips. I have really small lips. And it was like one of my first kisses and a guy was like, 'I didn’t think you would be a good kisser because you have such small lips.' But I took that really hard. Just when a guy you like says that, I don’t know, it just really affected me."
The reality star and makeup mogul denied the rumors about her lips several times, but more recently has opened up about her motivations and the lack of confidence that caused her to seek out fillers.
"I just didn’t feel desirable or pretty. I really wanted bigger lips. I would overline my lips with lip liner just to create the illusion of bigger lips. And then finally I was like this lip liner isn’t doing it. [I] ended up getting my lips done."
Moral of the story: Boys are stupid and even famous people have insecurities.
This article originally appeared on Cosmopolitan.com. Minor edits have been made by the Cosmo.ph editors.