BEDROOM BLOG BY VERONICA
First Time In Matt's Pad
Posted on November 2, 2009 12:00 am by
Veronica
“So you didn’t go to work today?” I asked.
After Barcino, he invited me to his place in Paranaque—a studio-type condo unit on the 12th floor with a wide view of the airport. After slaving away in the office for months and working seven days a week, he finally snagged his own place in the better part of the city.
“I was feeling restless this morning,” he said opening a bottle of red wine and filling two glasses. “I planned to go to Tagaytay kanina, but the rain got in the way.”
“Well, it’s good that you didn’t go,” I replied, taking the wine glass and settling near the window. “The road’s all slippery because of the rain. Mahirap na.”
He placed the bottle of wine on the coffee table and sat on the couch. He sipped his wine and said, “That’s okay. I’m not afraid of dying, remember?”
Oh I remember, all right. We’ve been through this before, when he would morph into this highly emotional and slightly suicidal person I couldn’t really tolerate at times. I’ve told him, once or twice, that I don’t want him to take this road and, besides, I don’t like it when people talk like this.
Because, if you really think about it, people who claim that they are not afraid to die are only after the pity-party, the smothering of attention, and the ego-tripping. If people are really unafraid of death, they don’t have to announce it.
“We’ve been through this before Matt,” I sighed. “If you’re really not afraid to die, you should have killed yourself a long time ago, with or without an audience.”
Silence. That word again.
“What do you really think of me, Veronica?”
“Do you want an honest answer to that?”
“Yes.”
I finished what’s left of my wine, placed the glass on the coffee table, and then I faced him.
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After Barcino, he invited me to his place in Paranaque—a studio-type condo unit on the 12th floor with a wide view of the airport. After slaving away in the office for months and working seven days a week, he finally snagged his own place in the better part of the city.
“I was feeling restless this morning,” he said opening a bottle of red wine and filling two glasses. “I planned to go to Tagaytay kanina, but the rain got in the way.”
“Well, it’s good that you didn’t go,” I replied, taking the wine glass and settling near the window. “The road’s all slippery because of the rain. Mahirap na.”
He placed the bottle of wine on the coffee table and sat on the couch. He sipped his wine and said, “That’s okay. I’m not afraid of dying, remember?”
Oh I remember, all right. We’ve been through this before, when he would morph into this highly emotional and slightly suicidal person I couldn’t really tolerate at times. I’ve told him, once or twice, that I don’t want him to take this road and, besides, I don’t like it when people talk like this.
Because, if you really think about it, people who claim that they are not afraid to die are only after the pity-party, the smothering of attention, and the ego-tripping. If people are really unafraid of death, they don’t have to announce it.
“We’ve been through this before Matt,” I sighed. “If you’re really not afraid to die, you should have killed yourself a long time ago, with or without an audience.”
Silence. That word again.
“What do you really think of me, Veronica?”
“Do you want an honest answer to that?”
“Yes.”
I finished what’s left of my wine, placed the glass on the coffee table, and then I faced him.
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Tags: bedroom blog,veronica,Matt,wine,condo,suicide,rain,hangover,paranaque,confusion,love,dying,death,emotions,emo
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22. dying is inevitable but it's off if someone would want that to happen sooner..
April 26, 2010 at 02:10 pm report abuse -
21. Matt is so selfish! Tell him!
March 08, 2010 at 06:29 am report abuse -
20. face off time! :P
February 06, 2010 at 12:05 pm report abuse -
19. Go V, say it! MAtt should really have to know what kind he is. He's so selfish! Im not liking him na.
February 06, 2010 at 10:57 am report abuse -
18. this blog is really addicting.. i guess matt just wants you to stop him though. parang ksp cya..
January 30, 2010 at 10:46 am report abuse -
17. nabitin ako bigla... when a guy invited you to his place, he's up to something.
January 28, 2010 at 12:04 am report abuse -
16. bitin. buti andun na un next blog. nakakaadik. :D
January 23, 2010 at 01:36 pm report abuse -
15. Go girl, i hope on the next blog magsasalita ka na!!!
January 11, 2010 at 10:09 am report abuse -
14. "when he would morph into this highly emotional and slightly suicidal person I couldn’t really tolerate at times."-My Ex boyfriend talks like that! I hate it and I don’t like it when people talk like that too.I don't see any reason why a person wouldn't be afraid too die,I think they haven't experience the best things in life that's why they think that way.I can't judge them though.It's just my opinion.I'm not fond of people boasting/announcing things especially if it's their fearlessness to death.I don't get it...
January 07, 2010 at 01:21 am report abuse -
kim13. when would be the continuation...kabitin tlga :D
November 05, 2009 at 05:07 pm report abuse -
anne12. i love ur blog v =)
November 05, 2009 at 10:16 am report abuse -
11. next blog kagad...;-(
November 04, 2009 at 10:02 pm report abuse -
bella10. kabitin
November 04, 2009 at 01:39 am report abuse -
9. moreeee! HEHE.
November 03, 2009 at 04:36 pm report abuse -
Honey1218. sobrang bitin! sobrang bitin!!!!!!!
November 03, 2009 at 02:30 pm report abuse -
Krizzy7. make it longer, please!
November 02, 2009 at 04:38 pm report abuse -
6. pambihira! bitin na naman!
November 02, 2009 at 01:08 pm report abuse -
Louise5. Using suicide as a blackmail tool*
November 02, 2009 at 07:49 am report abuse -
Louise4. I know someone like this, too. Using suicide just so the man will not leave her.
November 02, 2009 at 07:49 am report abuse -
3. I know someone like this. All threatening to kill himself but he couldnt do it naman. Ego-tripper. :(
November 02, 2009 at 01:28 am report abuse -
krys2. i agree with you.. sobrang bitin!
November 02, 2009 at 01:21 am report abuse -
sookie1. waaaah bitin!
November 02, 2009 at 12:54 am report abuse
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