BEDROOM BLOG BY VERONICA
Losing And Finding Myself...
Posted on August 17, 2009 12:00 am by
Veronica
One week later, we went out again, this time to play bowling somewhere in the South. It was raining again. Why does it always rain whenever we meet?
The last time I bowled, I was still missing my two front teeth. I kept getting a gutter ball that contributed much to his amusement. I would have thrown a ball at his face, if only the damn thing wasn’t 12lbs heavy. My irritation quickly subsided when I saw how his face lit up with each turn. This was his turf, I thought. So I let him teach me how to play.
It was still early when I told him every inch of me was in pain. We left the bowling alley and decided to drive around the city, while the rain pounded away as though it would never stop. It was almost dark when he toured me around the village where he grew up, chatting away snippets from his childhood days.
The rain got heavier; visibility was almost zero, so we decided to park on one of the side streets until the rain would pass. We talked about college—the places, the people, the experience. We talked about the present—how demanding his work gets, how some models turn out to be total airheads, and how crazy it is to be the second head honcho in the publishing company. We talked about me.
“How’s law school?” he asked.
“I quit.”
“Really?” he asked. “I thought you wanted to be a lawyer.”
“I thought I wanted to be a lawyer,” I raised my hands in surrender. “I don’t know what I want to do with my life, Matt.”
“You have a Journalism degree don’t you?” He continued grilling me. “Why aren’t you writing?”
“I don’t know…”
I looked out the window. It’s still raining.
“I’m lost, Matt.”
At first I thought I was dreaming of it all. The sensation felt so light I barely felt it, and yet, it sent a chill right down my spine. When I looked down, he was holding my hand.
“So am I,” he said.
Right then and there, inside a very cold, very still Toyota Corolla, he kissed me for the first time.
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27. nakakakilig naman, so nice to love and be loved. :)
September 06, 2010 at 10:19 am report abuse -
26. kinikilig naman ako sa ending. hayz! :)
August 09, 2010 at 10:13 am report abuse -
25. kissing in inside the car while it's raining plus, it's your first time together is just so... perfect! ^______^
May 28, 2010 at 11:03 pm report abuse -
24. they say that when it rains on those days that you know you would cherish the most, it means it's a blessing though everyone would consider rain as hassle to hang outs..it's a blessing indeed..how sweet..
April 23, 2010 at 09:34 am report abuse -
veronica1123. yeah, twas very romantic :)
March 08, 2010 at 12:12 pm report abuse -
22. Awww! I like it when he kissed youo! That was so romantic.
March 07, 2010 at 04:10 pm report abuse -
keisha_2621. wow nice ambiance for a first kiss the weather agree with ur emotions..
February 22, 2010 at 04:09 am report abuse -
20. meron bang fireworks bigla when u and matt kissed? hihihi
February 12, 2010 at 06:56 am report abuse -
19. @handpaintedsky: where do you think movies get their stories? hahah. :)
February 06, 2010 at 10:43 pm report abuse -
18. first kiss..inside the car..while the rain was pouring..awww! i though this happens in the movies lang :)
February 06, 2010 at 10:11 am report abuse -
17. WOW! Super kilig ako dun ha... In love ka nga kay Matt.
February 05, 2010 at 12:06 am report abuse -
16. OMG! two lost souls finding each others lips. =)
February 02, 2010 at 11:17 pm report abuse -
15. aaawwww!!! kiss on a rainy night.. what a sweeeet first kiss! :)
January 31, 2010 at 09:01 pm report abuse -
14. O.M.G. very romantic --- heavy rain in a car parked on a side street. that's when you guys first kiss!
January 27, 2010 at 01:45 am report abuse -
13. waaaaaah!!!! i love first kisses!! total goosebumps i suppose!
January 26, 2010 at 07:37 pm report abuse -
12. wow :D
January 23, 2010 at 11:49 am report abuse -
11. awwww.. i so love the ending!
January 23, 2010 at 01:22 am report abuse -
10. @summerinparis128: yeah, i know, right? But well, falling in love is an irrational experience
January 02, 2010 at 12:24 am report abuse -
9. @summerinparis128: yeah, i know, right? But well, falling in love is an irrational experience
January 02, 2010 at 12:24 am report abuse -
8. @summerinparis128: yeah, i know, right? But well, falling in love is an irrational experience
January 02, 2010 at 12:24 am report abuse -
7. @summerinparis128: yeah, i know, right? But well, falling in love is an irrational experience
January 02, 2010 at 12:24 am report abuse -
6. Lost?! A guy that is Lost is too complicated.
December 25, 2009 at 03:47 am report abuse -
Amanda5. add "fake" to your list honey121, guys who are lost are often fake,
September 21, 2009 at 05:58 pm report abuse -
Honey1214. Hmmm...this is scary. guys who feel lost are often, well, disturbing? not real? fake?
September 21, 2009 at 05:57 pm report abuse -
Claire3. aha! V!
September 14, 2009 at 04:05 pm report abuse -
lily_anne82. oh, first kiss :)
September 14, 2009 at 04:05 pm report abuse -
PaTriCia_Honeybun1. wow!
September 10, 2009 at 02:40 pm report abuse
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