BEDROOM BLOG BY VERONICA
The Intimacy We Finally Share
Posted on November 7, 2009 12:00 am by
Veronica
Intimacy.
The dictionary tells us that it refers to "the feeling of being in a close personal association and belonging together.” In human relationships, the level of intimacy varies from couple to couple, and sometimes, intimacy can sidestep formalities...blurring the fine, fine line between lust and love.
In my case, intimacy is a mixture of unrefined emotions—infatuation, fear, longing, confusion, lust, caring, love(?)—that came thundering down on that rainy Friday night in Paranaque.
His kisses have always spelled hunger and longing; his lips, soft as they are, would sometimes turn cold and distant; his hands, now caressing my lower back, are anxious and probing.
The bottle of red wine was half finished, the glasses were set aside. We found ourselves moving toward his bedroom while our lips were still locked in torrid kisses. I was half dazed, half intoxicated, but I know what I was doing...what this was leading to. And I wanted it.
I found myself on his bed...under him...his weight weighing me down on the cushions…his hardness pressing down on my thighs. I could feel his hot breath on my neck.
This is it, right?
I wanted him. I wanted this.
No matter how vague. No matter how dangerous it is to travel that road.
Right here, right now, nothing else exists but the two of us. It felt right and wrong at the same time.
It hurt. The first time he entered me.
I let out a small cry of pain. He asked if I was okay. I nodded.
He was on top of me...his broad shoulders pinning me down on the bed. I sank my teeth into his shoulder to stop myself from shouting. It was so painful that my eyes started to water.
But I didn’t want it to stop. I wanted him inside me like this. I wanted him to take me like this. Hard. Probing. Angry.
He was calling my name as his hands continued to explore my body. His lips pressed hard on mine. Anxious. Craving.
I came twice that night and it shook my entire body. When he came, I felt his body shake and he collapsed on top of me for a while. We were both sweating and breathing heavily. Spent. Exhausted.
That was the first time I slept with Matt.
And the first time I spent the night at his place.
It’s funny how I remember the morning after. I dreamed of a three-cheese omelet.
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The dictionary tells us that it refers to "the feeling of being in a close personal association and belonging together.” In human relationships, the level of intimacy varies from couple to couple, and sometimes, intimacy can sidestep formalities...blurring the fine, fine line between lust and love.
In my case, intimacy is a mixture of unrefined emotions—infatuation, fear, longing, confusion, lust, caring, love(?)—that came thundering down on that rainy Friday night in Paranaque.
His kisses have always spelled hunger and longing; his lips, soft as they are, would sometimes turn cold and distant; his hands, now caressing my lower back, are anxious and probing.
The bottle of red wine was half finished, the glasses were set aside. We found ourselves moving toward his bedroom while our lips were still locked in torrid kisses. I was half dazed, half intoxicated, but I know what I was doing...what this was leading to. And I wanted it.
I found myself on his bed...under him...his weight weighing me down on the cushions…his hardness pressing down on my thighs. I could feel his hot breath on my neck.
This is it, right?
I wanted him. I wanted this.
No matter how vague. No matter how dangerous it is to travel that road.
Right here, right now, nothing else exists but the two of us. It felt right and wrong at the same time.
It hurt. The first time he entered me.
I let out a small cry of pain. He asked if I was okay. I nodded.
He was on top of me...his broad shoulders pinning me down on the bed. I sank my teeth into his shoulder to stop myself from shouting. It was so painful that my eyes started to water.
But I didn’t want it to stop. I wanted him inside me like this. I wanted him to take me like this. Hard. Probing. Angry.
He was calling my name as his hands continued to explore my body. His lips pressed hard on mine. Anxious. Craving.
I came twice that night and it shook my entire body. When he came, I felt his body shake and he collapsed on top of me for a while. We were both sweating and breathing heavily. Spent. Exhausted.
That was the first time I slept with Matt.
And the first time I spent the night at his place.
It’s funny how I remember the morning after. I dreamed of a three-cheese omelet.
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Tags: bedroom blog,veronica,Matt,condo,rain,paranaque,sex,first time,come,climax,kiss,dream,intimacy,love,make love,passion,longing,desire
24 Comments
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24. OMG!
July 20, 2010 at 03:10 pm report abuse -
23. "your first time" * is there a way to delete typo-error comments?
May 29, 2010 at 04:48 am report abuse -
22. wow..phew!were you still a virgin then? i hope not.. cuz i dont think he deserve you "1st time"
May 29, 2010 at 04:48 am report abuse -
21. whoah..i love your courage..
April 26, 2010 at 02:42 pm report abuse -
khar20. ..inlove k nga kay matt..i wished that matt feel the same way
March 11, 2010 at 07:14 pm report abuse -
19. You did it?! OMG.
March 08, 2010 at 06:31 am report abuse -
18. gosh. your first intimate encounter with matt. i'm sad for sam :(
February 06, 2010 at 12:13 pm report abuse -
17. OMG, You and Matt did it! That was so intimate. I just hope that Matt is really in love with you.
February 06, 2010 at 11:08 am report abuse -
16. nothing is wrong.. but i feel it would be so much hotter if it was SAM. pro-sam talaga ako eh hehe
January 30, 2010 at 10:54 am report abuse -
15. OHHH... EMMM... GGGGGEEEEEE... that's why you're madly inlove with him. i dont wanna think that matt's a jackass. for just a minute, i wanna feel what you feel at that time --- happy. :)
January 27, 2010 at 11:48 pm report abuse -
14. @lens9: so true :P
January 24, 2010 at 01:26 am report abuse -
13. hmmm. i think nothing is wrong with v, sobrang inlove lang siya kay matt.
January 23, 2010 at 01:43 pm report abuse -
12. Is it ur first time V?
January 11, 2010 at 10:43 am report abuse -
andromeda11. u did it with matt alryt.. and about the three-cheese omelet? thats wd sam..
January 11, 2010 at 03:10 am report abuse -
10. At last,hehe. Well,nothing is wrong V,you love the person you slept w/.That is so right...
January 07, 2010 at 01:53 am report abuse -
issa9. uhm sorry for my innocence but... has she slept with other guys na before matt? eh kasi oh, "the first time i slept with matt". she could have said, "the first time i slept with a guy"
December 25, 2009 at 10:52 pm report abuse -
marian8. cnt blame V she's in love...and stupid.
November 24, 2009 at 09:18 am report abuse -
Honey1217. Why are you all so into Sam? V seems to be happy with Matt na naman./
November 09, 2009 at 12:16 am report abuse -
purplecandy6. im so sad for sam:-(....i agree with you kai...
November 08, 2009 at 09:24 pm report abuse -
MSDIAZ5. I don't know what to say
November 08, 2009 at 08:50 pm report abuse -
kai4. i think you just jumped into something and you can't turn back now..why do i feel that you just won the battle but lost the war??im just saying...
November 08, 2009 at 06:05 pm report abuse -
daphne03123. sam.........
November 07, 2009 at 12:08 pm report abuse -
2. whattttttttt?? oh nooooooo.....
November 07, 2009 at 01:59 am report abuse -
kai1. sam....noooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!
November 07, 2009 at 12:11 am report abuse
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