BEDROOM BLOG BY VERONICA
To Believe Or Not To Believe
Posted on November 16, 2009 12:00 am by
Veronica
The movie was a tearjerker, thank God, and did a good job of hiding the real reason my mascara was all over my cheeks. Aldrich was caught between chivalry and college-dude hormones, so I decided to fake it and told a white lie of meeting old girl friends for coffee. Of course, Aldrich and Matt knew better. Well, the latter, I wasn’t so sure.
A few days passed after that Friday night in Glorietta. Matt went M.I.A. (missing in action) again. It was Wednesday when he finally surfaced with a text message rehashing the many headaches he has at work. Amazing, huh? It was as if he didn’t just deny our, umm, whatever it was between us.
I was angry and hurt and confused and scared--and I couldn’t really remember how we ended up in Starbucks Dela Rosa that Wednesday night. I didn’t know who asked who but I found myself sitting across from him, sipping piping hot cafe latte, and staring him down.
Matt was anything but dense. Yet, at times, I just don’t get him.
He began explaining the Friday fiasco. He told me that he didn’t want people around him to think of me in a bad way.
Come again?
“You don’t know how the people around me think, Veronica,” he said. He explained that whenever he’s seen with a girl outside his circles, his friends would immediately think that there’s something going on between the two of them, and that “something” is not entirely wholesome. He told me that he doesn’t want those people to think of me “that way.”
“It’s okay if you don’t believe me,” he continued. “But I’m telling the truth.”
Part of me wanted to believe him, but the smart ass in me kept thinking otherwise: that he didn’t want people to know we’ve been seeing each other. But because I’m Veronica, I kept that thought to myself.
And because he was Matt, I believed him.
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A few days passed after that Friday night in Glorietta. Matt went M.I.A. (missing in action) again. It was Wednesday when he finally surfaced with a text message rehashing the many headaches he has at work. Amazing, huh? It was as if he didn’t just deny our, umm, whatever it was between us.
I was angry and hurt and confused and scared--and I couldn’t really remember how we ended up in Starbucks Dela Rosa that Wednesday night. I didn’t know who asked who but I found myself sitting across from him, sipping piping hot cafe latte, and staring him down.
Matt was anything but dense. Yet, at times, I just don’t get him.
He began explaining the Friday fiasco. He told me that he didn’t want people around him to think of me in a bad way.
Come again?
“You don’t know how the people around me think, Veronica,” he said. He explained that whenever he’s seen with a girl outside his circles, his friends would immediately think that there’s something going on between the two of them, and that “something” is not entirely wholesome. He told me that he doesn’t want those people to think of me “that way.”
“It’s okay if you don’t believe me,” he continued. “But I’m telling the truth.”
Part of me wanted to believe him, but the smart ass in me kept thinking otherwise: that he didn’t want people to know we’ve been seeing each other. But because I’m Veronica, I kept that thought to myself.
And because he was Matt, I believed him.
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25. a very sweet lie..
July 20, 2010 at 04:09 pm report abuse -
24. playboys really know how to playaround and make ty alibis!
May 29, 2010 at 05:19 am report abuse -
23. That's bullsh*t
May 08, 2010 at 12:29 pm report abuse -
khar22. ..matt is totally private person..ni ayaw nga nya na papasukin ka v sa buhay nya..wake up girl..
March 11, 2010 at 07:25 pm report abuse -
21. Matt knows how to manipulate you. How old is Matt?
March 08, 2010 at 06:36 am report abuse -
20. hayz. what is wrong with you veronica?
February 07, 2010 at 08:49 am report abuse -
19. Poor V! He knows how to use his words towards you. I really hate Matt.
February 06, 2010 at 11:49 am report abuse -
18. effffff matt!
February 02, 2010 at 01:48 am report abuse -
17. what a lame excuse matt!
January 30, 2010 at 11:10 am report abuse -
16. @miss_techylicious: as i have learned, matt is a very private person.
January 28, 2010 at 10:11 pm report abuse -
15. hmm.. this really puzzled me. why doesnt he want other ppl to know that you're seeing each other..
January 27, 2010 at 10:07 pm report abuse -
14. ang gulo nyo.. nakakabobo ang love.
January 23, 2010 at 01:51 pm report abuse -
13. and because you veronica and he's Matt, you're both stupid.
January 23, 2010 at 06:54 am report abuse -
12. Tanga tanga tanga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
January 11, 2010 at 11:35 am report abuse -
11. Things are getting complicated V...
January 07, 2010 at 02:35 am report abuse -
10. know what, just allow your heart to follow whatever your heart dictates you to do for Matt.. Soon, you will get tired of doing that..
November 29, 2009 at 09:32 am report abuse -
9. as for me ask yourself V do you still want to continue believing him? or you mind to love yourself more now...
November 17, 2009 at 03:20 pm report abuse -
Mandy8. Matt has v tightly warapped around his little finger!No matter what terrible thing he does V will always be there tagging along with him!
November 16, 2009 at 05:29 pm report abuse -
inlove7. we know what's wrong but we twist them into thinking that they are right just to satisfy our heart's desire...
November 16, 2009 at 02:11 pm report abuse -
Marley6. Yeah :(
November 16, 2009 at 11:30 am report abuse -
5. well guys we're all guilty of this one. :|
November 16, 2009 at 11:23 am report abuse -
Nicky4. Im so like u. Gosh.
November 16, 2009 at 06:59 am report abuse -
mayan3. me become stupid at times...thats the sad part
November 16, 2009 at 06:22 am report abuse -
glam2. hay nako V! That's all i can say..
November 16, 2009 at 12:39 am report abuse -
confused1. Don't believe in him pls...
November 16, 2009 at 12:30 am report abuse
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