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Sometimes, Anger Helps
Posted on December 10, 2011 12:00AM
Somehow, it was also this hate that brought me back to Logan--quite literally, actually, because I needed to talk to someone objective.
I couldn't talk to Gail--her blood pressure went up the moment I mentioned Nicia and I were fighting. I couldn't talk to Charlie--she seemed to hate Nicia in the first place. I couldn't talk to Lily--she's way too emotional for this. And though I could talk to some of my other friends, I just really wanted to talk to Logan... -
Why, After All This Time, I Still Couldn't Hurt Matt
Posted on November 11, 2011 07:00AM
"Oh my God…" was all Stacy said.
I closed my eyes and lifted my face to the sky, hoping that the tears would somehow slip back to where they came from. When I opened them and wiped a few moist spots from the side of my face, I saw how Stacy's face had changed. Even without telling me, her expression showed just how sorry she felt for me.
Maybe the connection between us goes beyond what the eyes could see because even without words, she knew that it would snap me to pieces if she told me just how sorry she felt. -
WORK: The Best Remedy For A Broken Heart
Posted on March 13, 2010 12:00AM
Crazy people don’t know they’re crazy. Is it the same with depressed people?
One day at work, I went down to buy a cup of coffee at McDonald’s. I was on my way back to the office when a thought popped into my head, and it felt as if someone switched on the light inside my brain. If it was a scene from an American movie, it would be Cher’s “I love Josh” moment by the fountain in the movie Clueless.
I found out that the best remedy for a broken heart is work. -
How Matt Scares Me
Posted on January 12, 2010 12:00AM
Silence could mean a lot of things.
I was really determined to not text Matt and just get on with my life without waiting for him because that’s what I’ve set out to do in the first place. But my marshmallow heart and insatiable curiosity got the best of me. During my walk along Ayala Avenue, I texted him:
V: Hi Matt! Did you read the entire blog na?
Matt: Yes and I asked you to delete it. That borders on intrusion.
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Waiting Is Torture
Posted on December 19, 2009 12:00AM
Two hours to go and I’m out of here (office), Greenbelt-bound, to meet Matt. I don’t know what awaits me when I finally see him after a long time. I’d probably get hurt and cry myself to sleep tonight.
Tomorrow, I’d probably delete everything I wrote about him in my personal blog and hate myself for even thinking of telling him about my feelings. Maybe I’d take back the words of wisdom I told my friends about being brave and wearing your heart on your sleeve. I’d probably want to kill him tomorrow. As much as I want to keep a positive outlook, with Matt, my heart is always on the grinder. Being a pessimist assures me of a fallback.
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