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Closing A Chapter
Posted on October 16, 2011 12:00AM

"Deal with them," said Logan. "I mean, ako rin naman may issues, hindi nga lang katulad nung sa 'yo, pero I have issues, too. Issues sa career, issues sa bahay...lahat naman tayo may issues, e. You just have to deal with that and see where it will take us."

I feel rotten. So very rotten. At this point in my life, I really don't think I deserve Logan's unconditional love.

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I Don't Deserve Logan's Unconditional Love
Posted on October 15, 2011 12:00AM

"I'm being unfair to you," I reasoned. "And I don't want to be unfair to you because you're not the kind of person who deserves to be treated this way. You're the most unbelievable person I know. Unbelievable because you love me unconditionally and at this point in my life, I don't think I deserve it. I'm giving you this chance to break up with me so you won't have to put up with the excess baggage I've been hauling around all this time. These are the issues that I need to handle on my own."

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I Ask Too Much Of Him
Posted on October 14, 2011 12:00AM

"I know you don't understand," I said after a while. "I know that what I'm asking of you is difficult and stupid and crazy, but I know myself. I need to do this on my own."

"Yes, I know, but I don't want to break up with you," said Logan.

"But, I already feel like I'm cheating, and it's unfair to be with you while my mind is elsewhere."

"Yes, I know," he sighed. "But, I don't want to break up with you because if I break up with someone, that's it--there's no turning back. No reconciliation. Hindi na kita babalikan."

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Missing Sam...Again
Posted on October 9, 2011 12:00AM

Whenever my mind wanders, it isn't only Matt that I think of. You see, there are also times when I wonder what would happen if Sam were still alive. What if he suddenly walked into the coffee shop, ordered brewed coffee (short, despite his rants about the price of coffee at this place), and sat in front of me just like old times?

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Somebody Save Me, I Need A Hero!
Posted on October 3, 2011 12:00AM

I didn't tell Logan about the movie. Of course, I didn't! As much as I wanted to obsess over it, I didn't have anyone to talk to about it; not when everyone's busy with their careers.

I forgot about the movie for a while, focused on work, and downloaded movies and series again. Logan and I went on weekly dates and tried to make the best of the weekends we usually spent together when we're not required to go anywhere.

One night, when I was still not in the mood to write, I browsed through some friends' pages on Facebook to pass the time. I clicked on a movie trailer video on a friend's wall. I fell madly in love with it, and I couldn't wait to see it on the big screen. A few seconds before the trailer ended, the lead character said her partner's name out loud: "I love you ______. I just don't want you anymore.”

That was Matt's real name. Again.

Argh!!!

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