By now, you've probably watched Ariana Grande's "Thank U, Next" video so many times that it's basically on a loop in your head, eliminating all need for YouTube. And one of the most notable parts of the vid—other than Kris Jenner's immortal appearance—was when Ariana flipped through the pages of her Mean Girls-inspired Burn Book, revealing entries for her exes Pete Davidson, Big Sean, and Ricky Alvarez. But not included? Rapper Mac Miller.
Because instead of flipping to a page in the book when singing the line "wish I could say thank you to Malcolm, 'cause he was an angel," Ariana looks to the sky.
She also hit up Twitter to explain her reasoning a few days ago, revealing that her late ex's photo isn't in the "Thank U, Next" book because it's on her bedside table instead (though it doesn't appear to be visible in the video).
So. Much. Love. Watch the full video for "Thank U, Next" below.
This article originally appeared on Cosmopolitan.com. Minor edits have been made by the Cosmo.ph editors.