Because the Internet enjoys seeing people who hate each other put in awkward situations, Glamour asked Ali and Andrew, college sweethearts who dated for seven years, to reunite two years after their breakup and discuss the miserable end of their relationship. It. Is. Rough.
The video is super raw. It's hard to watch people (who clearly still have love for each other, by the way, and both admit at different points they wanted to get married) analyze their issues without bullshitting. It's also hard to look away.
It goes from awful to cringey to nostalgic to friendly to loving to rock-bottom-sad in the short span of seven minutes. Ali summarizes it accurately by saying, "This is real heavy shit." Go ahead and watch above. You know you want to, you terrible human (just kidding) (I watched it twice).
This article originally appeared on Cosmopolitan.com. Minor edits have been made by the Cosmo.ph editors.